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Quarantine

I hate this so much. There isn’t one part of me that that finds anything appealing about where we are right now. Shut in from friends and family and the accompanying presence of constant fear when we do step outside to get some groceries or fresh air. This sucks. Actually, this fucking sucks.

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I Don’t Ever Give Up

Does that resonate with you? It didn’t matter how much had come against you in previous pursuits, you just kept getting up and doing what you really truly didn’t feel like doing at the time in order to achieve a specific end. You pushed through what you had to push through to get there.

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In the Same Year

So much can  happen in just a year. It was within this last year that,  first I went bankrupt and then I got hired in the highest paying position I’ve ever had. It was within this last year that I went from living in a bedroom, single, and lonely to having a baby on the way […]

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We Have to Hope

The last thing I’m feeling right now is hopeful. What I’m mostly feeling right now is what most of us are probably feeling right now… Uncertainty, irritation, fear. Uncertain about the future of not just our immediate community but the whole world. I mean it really feels like we’re in a movie–the whole world working towards the […]

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Why Not You?

Don’t answer that! It’s a stupidly easy question to answer. I don’t have the money. I don’t have the resources. I don’t have the talent. I don’t have what they have. It’s stupidly easy to see the stupid amount of roadblocks between us and success. We are naturally negative creatures with built-in psychological mechanisms that […]

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